Hard and Clear

You cant hide away everything. You cant ALWAYS be the better person and not say stuff because its frustrating. Ive never actually opened up about the things that hurt like hell.

Sometimes i wish i could stop every person, every child from dreaming cause when they dont come true, they dont hurt you, They kill you. You get depressed. feel embarrassed infront of the people. You feel "not good enough" after all the years thinking that you were.
First dreams dont let you sleep but when you're sure of the fact that there's no chance of them coming true, You still cant sleep. but the difference is, This time you cry. You cry your heart out EVERY SINGLE time your brain realizes the fact that its not going to happen! that its over.